you ever have 8,045 bad mental health days in a row
you ever have 8,046 bad mental health days in a row
thats 22 years of bad mental health are you okay
you ever have 8,050 bad mental health days in a row
They’re deactivated now and I really hope they are okay, but my nihilism is telling me something else. :(
nah i just changed urls a few times. i came out and transitioned, graduated college, and got an amazing girlfriend who lights up my life. i had to delete the queued update to this post that said 8400 days for my 23rd birthday because i’m in a really good place right now.
to everyone struggling: it really does get better.
Wholesome.
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BEKKATHYST SPRING 2018 GIVEAWAY
~This giveaway is in no way affiliated with Tumblr.~
Please read thoroughly before entering!
Hello lovely Tumblr folk! It’s that time again- I have a giveaway for you all. To celebrate some amazing new opportunities for our business, we are giving you guys the chance to win this amazing collection of items.
All these items came from my shop.
What you get:
- $50 credit that can be applied to anything in my shop.
- a USB Himalayan salt rock lamp
- A collection of crystal marbles
- Several selenite items
- An amethyst stalactite cluster
- An amethyst druzy kitty
- A flashy labradorite cabochons
- A Larimar heart
- Random rough crystals (selenite, lepidolite, rose quartz)
- Crystal points (fluorite, golden healer quartz)
- And more!
- This has a retail value of $170 in addition to the $50 shop credit!
Rules:
- You must be 16 or older. (If under 18 you MUST have parent’s permission)
- You don’t have to live in the US to join!
- You must be following me, so you can get updates if anything about the giveaway changes.
- Please check out my shop and if you’re interested, you can sign up for my email newsletter here. (Totally not necessary or required, it’s just an option!)
- DO NOT tag this post as giveaway. That will risk the notes getting messed up, and this will be ruined for everyone.
- Reblog this post to enter. Likes count, too. No giveaway or spam blogs. If you reblog on a side blog, let me know in the tags what the name of your blog is that you’re following me with.
- Please don’t spam people with reblogs- limit 2 reblogs per blog per day.
- Each entry will be assigned a number and the winner will be chosen by a random number generator.
- The giveaway ends Saturday, June 9th at 6 pm Pacific time.
- The winner will be messaged and must respond with their full name and address within 24 hours, or a new winner will be chosen.
- Please respect me and my rules, and have fun!
- $50 credit that can be applied to anything in my shop.
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BEKKATHYST SPRING 2018 GIVEAWAY
~This giveaway is in no way affiliated with Tumblr.~
Please read thoroughly before entering!
Hello lovely Tumblr folk! It’s that time again- I have a giveaway for you all. To celebrate some amazing new opportunities for our business, we are giving you guys the chance to win this amazing collection of items.
All these items came from my shop.
What you get:
- $50 credit that can be applied to anything in my shop.
- a USB Himalayan salt rock lamp
- A collection of crystal marbles
- Several selenite items
- An amethyst stalactite cluster
- An amethyst druzy kitty
- A flashy labradorite cabochons
- A Larimar heart
- Random rough crystals (selenite, lepidolite, rose quartz)
- Crystal points (fluorite, golden healer quartz)
- And more!
- This has a retail value of $170 in addition to the $50 shop credit!
Rules:
- You must be 16 or older. (If under 18 you MUST have parent’s permission)
- You don’t have to live in the US to join!
- You must be following me, so you can get updates if anything about the giveaway changes.
- Please check out my shop and if you’re interested, you can sign up for my email newsletter here. (Totally not necessary or required, it’s just an option!)
- DO NOT tag this post as giveaway. That will risk the notes getting messed up, and this will be ruined for everyone.
- Reblog this post to enter. Likes count, too. No giveaway or spam blogs. If you reblog on a side blog, let me know in the tags what the name of your blog is that you’re following me with.
- Please don’t spam people with reblogs- limit 2 reblogs per blog per day.
- Each entry will be assigned a number and the winner will be chosen by a random number generator.
- The giveaway ends Saturday, June 9th at 6 pm Pacific time.
- The winner will be messaged and must respond with their full name and address within 24 hours, or a new winner will be chosen.
- Please respect me and my rules, and have fun!
- $50 credit that can be applied to anything in my shop.
-
BEKKATHYST SPRING 2018 GIVEAWAY
~This giveaway is in no way affiliated with Tumblr.~
Please read thoroughly before entering!
Hello lovely Tumblr folk! It’s that time again- I have a giveaway for you all. To celebrate some amazing new opportunities for our business, we are giving you guys the chance to win this amazing collection of items.
All these items came from my shop.
What you get:
- $50 credit that can be applied to anything in my shop.
- a USB Himalayan salt rock lamp
- A collection of crystal marbles
- Several selenite items
- An amethyst stalactite cluster
- An amethyst druzy kitty
- A flashy labradorite cabochons
- A Larimar heart
- Random rough crystals (selenite, lepidolite, rose quartz)
- Crystal points (fluorite, golden healer quartz)
- And more!
- This has a retail value of $170 in addition to the $50 shop credit!
Rules:
- You must be 16 or older. (If under 18 you MUST have parent’s permission)
- You don’t have to live in the US to join!
- You must be following me, so you can get updates if anything about the giveaway changes.
- Please check out my shop and if you’re interested, you can sign up for my email newsletter here. (Totally not necessary or required, it’s just an option!)
- DO NOT tag this post as giveaway. That will risk the notes getting messed up, and this will be ruined for everyone.
- Reblog this post to enter. Likes count, too. No giveaway or spam blogs. If you reblog on a side blog, let me know in the tags what the name of your blog is that you’re following me with.
- Please don’t spam people with reblogs- limit 2 reblogs per blog per day.
- Each entry will be assigned a number and the winner will be chosen by a random number generator.
- The giveaway ends Saturday, June 9th at 6 pm Pacific time.
- The winner will be messaged and must respond with their full name and address within 24 hours, or a new winner will be chosen.
- Please respect me and my rules, and have fun!
- $50 credit that can be applied to anything in my shop.
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To think…it all started with a simple message, and you happened to live 5 minutes from me. Today makes the day 5/28/2016 that I proposed, to the beautiful @dedicationsthekey. I love you. You said you loved the journey, so I solidified it. Let get this life together, officially started.
So update, 3 year anniversary is next month (November 12) and in about 5-6 months we’re getting Married! Sheeeshhhhhh. Time flies I tell you…
Well…toast!
It’s 2018…and we’re getting married in a month a 9 days! Sheesh….
I guess the next time I update this, I’ll be married and probably in Belize.
UPDATE!!!
We married niggas! Lol.
We did it. #jerkandmangu #4/27/2018
Y’all soooo damn beautiful 😍😍😍😍😍
This is beautiful but bruh loafer game is on 💯🔥
Here’s a better pic of the loafers.
We’s married NOW!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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My entire fucking house just went up in flames. Everything gone. Only saved my cat and dog.
If anyone can help my Circle Pay email is MissElleFaye@gmail.com
Even Amazon GC would help I can food and pet supplies and new work supplies with that
I don’t even have words right now
Everything is just gone
lthough I got some funds out my Circle Pay is locked until I receive my new ID in 7-10 days.
US Amazon giftcards are helpful as I lost absolutely everything. I need to replace everything I use for my work.
I will only do Venmo with mutuals I trust only.
Giftrocket is great. Giftcards for things like Walmart, Target, Petco, Petsmart are good.
I’m still trying to figure out other fund sources as a sex worker not everything is safe privacy wise.
I may make a wishlist of essentials
Pets have starting food and supplies now they are okay and happy and safe.
We have gotten a ton of clothing and shoes offers and donations.
We have no idea what we are doing as far as where we are moving yet or if we are doing something temporary first. We have a bed covered so far.
I have only slept a few hours in the past 48 hours so I’m really trying to attempt rest and figure out what I need to do. This is so much to take in.
We ran out with only the clothes on our back no shoes. Only the surviving two pets. And my phone. That’s all that survived. Every single other thing is gone.
I have other fund options for mutuals only
People are literally making up shit in the notes that these are not my pictures. These pics are my pics. I can’t not share news stories because of my job! I have to protect my privacy!
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tbh no april fools gag tumblr ever pulls will ever be as good as the lizard election of 2016 staff put more effort into that than the rest of this website combined and it shows
for those of you who werent here in 2016 on april fools that year the entire fucking website was transformed and there was an election for a position that wasnt even ever specified and the candidates were four lizards (or three lizards and a salamander as a scandal would later prove) and it was called decision2016
each lizard had their own 3d models and tumblr blog and campaign and there was also a tumblr blog dedicated to reporting on the election and they made like whole ass news broadcasts with a guy in front of a green screen
you could vote for your favorite candidate and there was a built-in function that let you make and post a campaign poster
in case anyone was wondering the winner of the election was mop. relatable and reliable. #Mop Could
lest we forget
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when you expose a sw.
someone exposed my line of work to my mother. one of my subscribers, don’t know who it is. i don’t wish you any ill will, that won’t get me anywhere. i just wanted to say something:
you don’t know me. you don’t know my circumstance, you only know what i allow the world to know online. my mother and i have a tumultuous relationship, she’s “disowned” me quite a few times. right now was the best our relationship has ever been.
now that’s done, now she’s officially done. with that one message sent to her, she’s disgusted and mortified to have me as a child.
when you expose a sex worker, you don’t know the impact it’s going to have.
my mom was my best friend again finally.
and now i truly only have my boyfriend, and it hurts.
i love what i do, i love my sex work and the connections/lovely angels i’ve met along the way.
before you decide to expose someone, think-
would this help them? am i helping them?
remember, you are NOT.
always remember, you are NOT.
IF A SEX WORKER DOES NOT INVOLVE THEIR FAMILY IN THEIR WORK, DOESNT OPENLY SPEAK ABOUT IT-
fuck tHAT-
YOU ARE NOT MY FAMILY.
MY DECISIONS DONT’T AFFECT YOU.
stay away from my family, any sex worker’s family.
you can’t undo the damage you’ve done.
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okay guys, this is an emergency. Tumblr’s own beautiful @psy-faerie just had her house catch fire
here’s a few things you need to know about Elle; she is one of the sweetest girls i’ve ever met, on and offline, she cares so much for people and always tries to help people, she is always helping other sexworkers out with advice and useful information, and she is the most hardworking dedicated sexworker you’ll see.
here’s how you can help:
buy a video off her manyvids or click the “make it rain” link to send her money
send donations to her circlepay: MissElleFaye@gmail.com
send amazon giftcards: MissElleFaye@gmail.com
at the very least, watch her pornhub videos, and watch the shit out of them, the views help at least a little.
if you really cant do anything else, reblog her stuff from tumblr! seriously please, the exposure could help her make more sales, please!
my premium snap:
my premium snap is $20 or $30 for screeshots (lifetime membership) send payment to Elle’s circlepay and send me proof of payment to be added. If you dont have circepay, you can message me for one of my other payment apps, but regardless, all my snap sales for the next few days will be being sent to help out Elle.
Thank you so much 😭😭🖤🖤🖤
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My entire fucking house just went up in flames. Everything gone. Only saved my cat and dog.
If anyone can help my Circle Pay email is MissElleFaye@gmail.com
Even Amazon GC would help I can food and pet supplies and new work supplies with that
I don’t even have words right now
Everything is just gone
lthough I got some funds out my Circle Pay is locked until I receive my new ID in 7-10 days.
US Amazon giftcards are helpful as I lost absolutely everything. I need to replace everything I use for my work.
I will only do Venmo with mutuals I trust only.
Giftrocket is great. Giftcards for things like Walmart, Target, Petco, Petsmart are good.
I’m still trying to figure out other fund sources as a sex worker not everything is safe privacy wise.
I may make a wishlist of essentials
Pets have starting food and supplies now they are okay and happy and safe.
We have gotten a ton of clothing and shoes offers and donations.
We have no idea what we are doing as far as where we are moving yet or if we are doing something temporary first. We have a bed covered so far.
I have only slept a few hours in the past 48 hours so I’m really trying to attempt rest and figure out what I need to do. This is so much to take in.
We ran out with only the clothes on our back no shoes. Only the surviving two pets. And my phone. That’s all that survived. Every single other thing is gone.
GoFundMe : https://www.gofundme.com/3qb538-house-fire-fund
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These Florida kids are not fucking around.
The kids’ response to the shooting has been something truly incredible.
Normally, it’s always been very young children and it’s only their parents that can speak about it. The narrative gets controlled, the conspiracy theorists talk about how it’s all an act, so much bullshit.
But these are kids who are active on social media, incredibly close to voting age, and they’re demanding their voices are heard. Every single thing that downplays, dismisses or conspiracies the shooting has been subverted by their efforts, and they’re not letting adults who’ve never lived what they lived through control the narrative.
“It was a conspiracy!” “No, we have video evidence of it happening.” “Shouldn’t you be calling 911 instead of making videos?” “We called 911 so many times they told us to stop.” “But he was a troubled child!” “We were ALL troubled, that’s no excuse.” And it just goes on like this.
Honestly, I’m so proud of my fellow Floridians.
I said to my husband the other day that “This one feels different”, referring to this precisely.
The whole energy around it feels different. These kids are not having this bullshit, and while they should not have to stand their ground and fight this battle, goddamn it they are going to. If the adults won’t, then goddamn it these kids will draw a fucking line and say ‘no, no more, this is bullshit’.
I don’t know what it means, or how it will play out long term. But there’s a sense around this whole tragedy that this one is different, and I hope, maybe, that means some actual change will come.
People compare this to Sandy Hook and talk about how different the reactions have been because they’re teenagers and not six and seven year olds. And I think it’s easy for people to miss that these teenagers, they’re peers of the children killed in Sandy Hook. They’re the same age (give or take a year or so) as the children who survived Sandy Hook.
They watched that tragedy as children of the same age. And then watched as absolutely nothing changed. This has happened over and over and now it’s happened to them. And they are rightfully angry, except unlike their peers at Sandy Hook, they are old enough now to have the words and the knowledge and the means to speak out. And they’re not just speaking out, they’re screaming so they aren’t overheard.
This is what happens when a generation is brought up watching tragedy after tragedy, and have known since they were six, seven, eight years old that their lives are worthless to politicians. They aren’t going to sit back and let this be forgotten.
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I’ve used this before and the person I was chatting with was very kind and helpful. I really could have hurt myself seriously if I hadn’t seen a tumblr post about the site… Phone calls and I don’t do so well together
This is very important, especially the way the world is being recently, so I’m reblogging it
This is very very important!
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Okay, so do vampires drink from arteries or veins or both? Asking for a friend.
@lqtraintracks This drew me in too easily, what the hell 👏😂
This guy is the Gordon Ramsey of blood.
“THIS BLOOD HAS SO MUCH FUCKING ACID IN IT, I’M SEEING TECHNICOLOR DEMONS!!!”
Are we sure this guy isn’t actually a vampire? I mean, he seems to know his stuff too well… 😂
If he’s a vampire, I want to meet him 😂
@thebibliosphere relevant to your interests
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I adore this.
It is. Sex work has more gender discrimination, more dangers, more hazards in general, so in many ways, sex work is generally harder work. It should be respected. And legalized.
Also, sex workers do not sell their bodies, they sell a service. Their bodies are still theirs and they can say no.
“Also, sex workers do not sell their bodies, they sell a service.”
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